I want….

Okay. So this post is a bit mental lol. I just feel like writing about the things I want. Like now!

For starters, I want Cafe guy gone. I used to think it would be nice to see him at the cafe everyday but it’s not. It’s awkward and so many times I want to lounge around there with my laptop or get a meal but every darn thing has to be – TO GO!

Then I want a really cool carpenter who can make my vision of an awesome display table come to life.

I want to forget about Green Eyes. They’ve haunted me enough and I want that image of his eyes and lips gone for good.

I want my website launch party to be snazzy and a huge success, and then I want lots of orders from the website as well.

I want to stop being a lazy bum and finish content writing for my site. Yeah, I was anal enough to take on that mammoth task as I hate bad English on websites. Makes my brain go into auto correct mode which can be exhausting.

I want to start dancing and lose like a crazy amount of weight. I love the S/S 18 fashion lines and I want to own them all lol.

I want my hair to grow and then I want a cool hairstyle done! Maybe a complete makeover once I’m done losing weight.

I want to meet a really nice guy!

And last but not the least, I want a fully functional, beautifully restored 1961 Bug with racing stripes and white rimmed wheels ❤

Not asking for much actually lol. Peace out!

Panda

Over a period of time, I’ve realised that one needs a few people around who aren’t exactly friends and aren’t exactly romantic interests either (not that they can’t be, but things are just well in the grey areas unlike the black and white areas they like to be in). They are the ones who make an impact strong enough that their presence is all one needs.

So the guy I’m writing about is like a panda – warm, fuzzy, black and white, without the fur and the fat that is lol.

I was introduced to him over the phone by a common friend. A few conversations later it was established that guys like him are rare. Not only does he know how to make a girl feel comfortable in her own skin (not that I’ve met him but one just knows), he envelopes you in a warm embrace just by his oh so soothing voice. I’ve never come across a man with a voice like that.

He does have some growing up to do, but don’t we all in some way or the other. So the usual conundrum is what to do when one comes across people like Panda? As much as I would love to give things a shot with him and to get to know him better (romantically or otherwise), I truly feel guys like that come one in a dozen and no matter how strong the attraction or the need to want someone like that, one should consider the fact that they make awesome friends.

It’s more important to have such a guy be a part of my life than to give in to the different feelings I feel (starting from feeling safe to wanting conversations almost all the time).

So that said – Panda boy – you’re awesome! Stay that way and go a little easy on yourself. You know who you are so call me – maybe 😉